charlesyyyy

Maybe

Never will i thought we will become like this never. Maybe cause its the school holidays? Maybe because of my sudden affection for DotA. Maybe you care more about them than me. Maybe you dont love me as much anymore. You were the greatest, no doubt. I believe i’m the worst, even the fucked up ex is surely 100% better in everyway possible way. Why dont i give a shit about you, you’re my precious, my baby. Guess this stupid holiday is ruining my and your life. Maybe i just too lousy, just admit it. Maybe i’m just not worth your worth. You’re not into me anymore. You just cant bear to have another failed and miserable relationship, you’re forcing yourself to make it work. Forcing is good sometimes. Maybe i took you from granted, maybe you took me from granted. Maybe you think i’m the best. Maybe you think i’m from Notebook. Maybe you’re just too good for me. Maybe you dont love me anymore. But i have always loved you with all my heart. Maybe its just not worth enough. Maybe i’m just a worthless piece of shit while you’re like a shinning gem. Maybe everything was just a dream, a continous dream. All the smiling just faded away, all the tears start flowing. All the good memories will be kept, all your stuffs would be returned. All your money will be yours and you can be rich away spending money like a cutie little girl. Maybe cause of my artistic nails, maybe because i always smack your hand away. Maybe i just not fucking hot enough to give you the ultimate pleasure. Maybe its time you fly, fly to somewhere you belong, somewhere you are comfortable, with your labels and dope. Maybe you should just leave, in search of something more beautiful, something more green, more benjamin franklin and not cents.

$89+$30+$30+$30+$60 = $239 in full.

gone from this space

no disko, nvm got butterrr. THRILLER!

friday night out with  the guys, we should do it more often.

speech is coming soon, have not memorize it yet. so how? fail lor